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so she says;






its a wednesday thing.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006

its never easy to appear in advertisement..okay..nothing's ever easy. i'm exremely tired so i am gloomy. right..i wont take it as a excuse then. so i went for a shoot yesterday and it took bloody 6hrs to wrap up. the whole crew was tired, so am i. i smiled and posed for 6 fuckin' hours. the pose was so tough. first, i am not even a gym-person and how on earth do i know how to use that machine. i tried really hard. see..you have to look glam and yet keep that poise. that crew was really difficult to work with. that's not all..i understand that the clients have the right to say what they want and not but there're like tons of people there actin' smart and talk way too much. if they're so fuckin' good, why not go ahead and pose instead of talent-scout me. they can just jolly well pay and use them or invite a gym instructor to demo. isnt it so much easier?! i was starving and freezin' inside the studio. :( the same old studio just like the first bad experience i had. anwayss..its the efforts that i put in and it will appear in Oct's issue of SHAPE magazine. Happy buying and support that machine~

i felt so lousy yesterday. and my head was filled with hair spray. i never had so much spray on me before. gosh..i was dying to look for a salon to wash it away but everyone's closed. what's worse is that its so late and i could hardly get a cab :( so i called him to pick me up but he was with a client. what worse could have happen so i hold my breath and walked out the long stretch of dark street and cab home and dinner. :( okay..peter you own it to me so thursday we will go grilling to make it up for what happen yesterday.

and yah..i really appreciate all the texts, msgs and emails that are sent to me. though i dont personally know you. its really comfortin' to know that some. :) after a thank-you is still a thank-you.

i just felt really surprised when he break the news to me. i dont know how to show my consolation, in fact i dont know how to start. i always sees him as someone capable in his business and nothing can knocked him down. he's always the stronger one but my heart went out for him. what's ironic is that he doesnt want me to see him like this. i mean i hate to admit that something's wrong and we really need lotsa time to adjust for everything we have. i trust that with faith, two months will be over before we even know it.

A_^

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